i'll inevitably relate alot of stuff to my horoscope so šš»āāļø
funny how i feel awkward to express to the internet/world about it.
its like im not convincing nor advocating anyone to "dig out" or "believe".
like out of so many friends i/we have dug out stuff and found it relatable.. only 1 couldn't relate.. but asking the friend.. supportive family. so perhaps one was able to discover/explore self in all ways (yes i repeat this part from previous post).
though i did see in some tiktok comments abt full horoscope chart when the original tiktok was describing about what a person does etc..
but i guess it'd be a mixture of full chart, environment, surroundings, cultural etc background..
back to the topic.
so i only realised i was trying to figure out some formula "after i was reaching the formulation".. š lol ikr. becos im sucha strategic person in doing things (oh yeah virgo in mars mercury much)..
like i was deeeeeeply thinking about social ships/why do i feel like this or that because of what someone said etc (thanks to doing uni in 30s and reflecting about life becos i wasnt working..)
also, having uprising in libra be like constantly in some loop to figure stuff and solve in the finest possible ways like seeing all the different perspectives (not just "selfish" "self" ones nor "over understanding" others)..
yeah, i was "thinking deep" about "various recent happenings" - friendship related.. and questioning it deeply (i mean im just questioning if im in the wrong or not to feel 'certain way' or questioning them back is it "correct")..
OK, so the formula is.
just like watching kdramas.. ikr if ive watched so much i should be picking up stuff.
i think it was lightbulb moment becos at that time i seem to fast forward finish a no. of revenge/law related ones...
they tend to "discuss" in my team vs the other's team. so they tend to speak about "my side" or "their side" etc. is same like team marvels or team dc etc
it is kind of "embedded" into alot of situations in the world like voting as well (like it is not even my formula becos everywhere talks about it/ask "what team are you on"...)...
so.. you question if the person is "on your team" or not (in your braincells. aka observe people's actions, not words..)
and "how much % of it" is the person "on your team"
of course you do constantly "question" it. it isn't supposed to be "set in stone", especially at the beginning.
and even if the person is on your side, it doesn't mean that they are keen to have any state of short/long term friendship with you etc.. (lol obviously these are all different stuff)
well, after sometime you'd realise the stability of the % and that yes, people are really there for you/will always be there and that's just the beauty of friendships rofl.
though yes alot of times friends can also be not in the same country as you are from.
well, it should be obvious that for someone you wanna "be with" etc. the % should be ideally 100% or close to.
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well, plainly because im tired to have my leo/libra/sagi side be mingling cheerful with everyone and extrovert side etc just because i wasnt sure in my 20s if im doing things correctly. (yes, the amount of lack of self confidence there is in the 20s for me is... scary..) and so i have to use my other sides to formulate and just be ambivert state probably (also, so to not randomly attach myself to people ROFL.. it is not that i met too many mean people. ive met alot of nice people. but those mean ones ive met is also just very incredibly mean rofl... and at this point im just tired.)
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