so im born in singapore.
google says 2-4 years is where you start having memories.
i dont recall alot of stuff tbh? only recall that when adults din carry me comfortably/i din like it = i cry (HAHAHA KINDA SMART IKR)
oh and falling down everywhere 🙃
even if im "smart" 🙃 im definitely not superbly academic 🙃
ohhhh the struggles.
and im really bad at maths 🙃 but i do love accounting/tabulating/analysing 🙃
so parents had expectations of me
then i took up add maths to please mom
and did horribly gradually
(tbh life in 30s be reflecting life and like. why did i want to "become" "somebody" and fail at being "somebody" so badly rofl but fine that was just survival mode as a "child")
then i gradually got into twpop. then kpop/kdrama/kvariety..
oh ive always enjoyed listening to music - the tune not so much the lyrics. but reading bts fans type that bts fans ought to read lyrics for better comprehension etc..
ANYWAY
so i started seeing the world with my savings.. became some sort of an apple user since 2005?
so i did the ITE (business/events) to private diploma (tourism management) to work life to local uni (communication, minor special education) "route".
oh i did attempt computer science prior to changing it to communication but oh my god. the school taught in maths style, not patterns nor english :<
when looking at my horoscope chart in my 30s, i deeply related to people pleaser culture/libra uprising. sagi moon ~oh full of distracted/escape mooooooood. that random amount of confidence when i do stuff - leo sun LOLOL
analytical for every single crap if i had the time to - (awkwardly in the 20s, in survival mode you cannot find answers you just found coping mechanisms instead - gaming/fangirling kpop/watching dramas etc -_- it was tough. no i didn't go to therapy/nor therapy really was any sort of huge thing back then. mental health was BURNT. not fried.) definitely the analytical moooood in 30s. libra uprising with virgo mercury mars is funnnnnn :>
LIKE PLEASE COME AND PROVE IM WRONG after ive analysed stuff. LOLOLOLOL
(lol my longest work colleagues said to pick journalism etc just cos i express myself well and im convincing HA HA HA well you see what that virgo libra side did there)
ANYWAY im able to speak english, chinese/mandarin, hokkien & some korean
life is meant to be lived as in live/be alive/being present - by doing things
“The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.” i saved this quote long time ago and revisited it recently and i dont mean that we shouldn't try to 'achieve' or hustle etc
i mean that yes while we do those. theres still a 'work life balance' or life > work kinda aspect
like you need to LIVE!~~~ and not everything at the expense of your mental health state
thankfully the horoscopes/stars generational stuff and gen z (i havent dug out anyone's charts - which maybe i should)...
that they are like. rewriting stuff.
YAY
i mean yes, life should become better, not worst. when we are equipped with "better stuff"
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